For What it is Worth...

For What it is Worth

• I can't stand Bethenny Frankel! She is so annoying!  I tried to watch her  because honestly Ellen DeGeneres recommended her show.  She reminds me so much of that girl in high school that was not really popular but always hung around with the popular kids.  You know the one that was smart and outgoing but extremely annoying.  Every time I hear her squeal into the camera I just peed a little I want to slap her.  She has the panel segment and it could be a great opportunity to discuss some of her topics, that is not the problem, it is the panel!  She has one or two loud mouth women  yelling at everyone.  I can't handle that!  Shut up, stop yelling, calm down, and say what you have to say in normal tone!  I don't know if you know what you are yelling about because I am turning the channel!  Sorry, Bethenny, but you are a skinny white woman and it only confirms what I said at the beginning.  You are that girl that no one wants around.  That is why your panel sucks they are just like you! I was disappointed to see some of the same ladies on the Wendy Williams Show and I LOVE me some WWS!  How you doin? What is the point of bringing someone on that is so overbearing and monopolizes the conversation.  FUCK THAT!  But I must be the only person in Mercia, she has been renewed for another season.  
• Whinny teenagers...mine in particular are so annoying. Plus, they are ungrateful and lazy at times... most of the time. 
• I smoked for several years and honestly I loved smoking.  I enjoyed smoking while I was driving and smoking while I was getting a buzz was the best.  Now that I have been smoke free since 2007, I still get a longing for a smoke, especially when I am with friends who are drinking and smoking.  I occasionally will see someone smoking at the red light and I could literally take it out of their hand!  I am however become a "nonsmoker"  the kind that is vocal about the worst aspects of smoking.  In your 20's and 30's the effects are not evident but in your 40's it is easy to pick out the smokers.  Yellow teeth, lines and wrinkles, coughing, raspy voice are now showing up and it is hard to reverse those lines around your mouth and your face.  My issue is purely one out of vanity I hate to smell like smoke. I hate for my hair and clothes to smell like an ashtray.  Yuck!  I am blessed with wonderful friends, great friends that have been in my corner forever and they are smokers.  I try to point out the long term effects such as death and they have lost parents to smoking but they continue to light up.  
• I need a car. 
• I want a new cell phone.  I want the Samsung Note3 but it is soooo expensive!  
• I need to lose 30 pounds--30 FUCKING pounds. I am fat as a little pig, but I don't really care.  What the HELL is wrong with me?  I just don't care and I would rather eat.  So there!  SUCK IT!

• One person in particular on Facebook, that I would love to cut loose on some of her posts!  She is so needy and tries everything and every way to get a response out of people.  She is always posting some of the dumbest shit.  For example: "Man at gas station today: you resemble Pamela Anderson. Me: umm no, she resembles me considering she obviously had a ton of plastic surgery to look like me. And contrary to the popular tv show, she also had to attach floatation devices to her chest to even begin to swim as well as me. But thanks for giving her such a nice compliment. (Said with a completely straight face)"       I bet Pam Anderson would know how to graciously take a compliment... what a stupid bitch. 

Now that I have that out of my system, today was a great day, made a huge pot of spaghetti and spent the afternoon with my loves.  It was a good day well spent.  

Spaghetti Coma